Not until I started going out with my first boyfriend did I realize that guys liked my body so much, they’d stare at my tits in malls but I guess it dawned on me the intensity of their desire when I lost my virginity, and how for the first time I saw my boyfriend so horny and so worked up that he practically raped me. (I mean, my own brother couldn’t keep his hands of me so what do you expect from other boys?)*. My boyfriend and I started going out when I was sixteen and he was twenty two, although I’d tell my family that he was younger to make it look less wrong. He invited me over to his house and he told me that his family was going to be around, but when I got there he was the only one there.
